20 days and counting!

Alright so I said I wouldn't post about me any more but I can't help it. I'm hopeless. I've been sick this week. And if you can't tell by the last post I've was also been taking care of my nephew Nicholas. Here's the christmas picture I promised. He was tired after opening all his presents and had to yawn. It has been exhausting having the two of them here by myself to say the least. But it was a good idea to get Koco ready for having a baby around. He didn't beat him up too much and he never actually took his pacifier without giving it back. He also had some very precious moments with him too. We only have about three weeks to finish getting ready that's if I make it that far. But with the way I feel I think I'll be pregnant forever. The doctor gave me the go ahead today. He said that if I go he won't stop me, so I'm about to go upstairs and wake my husband. I'm going to do everything in my power to have an at home labor induction. I just can't do this anymore. There's been so much that has happened such as falling down the stairs, slipping on the ice, falling off the chair, twisting my ankle. etc. etc. I just think if he doesn't come out soon I'm going to seriously hurt myself or the baby. I had a weight measurement done at the begging of the week and they said 7lbs 3oz. If he gains a half a pound a week that's about a 9lbs baby. Good thing I'm having a c-section. I go to the for two hours twice a week now and that's getting old too. It's hard to get a babysitter and K can't come so I go alone. I was taken off work at the beginning of the year so that's not a concern right now but I can't seem to get things in order and it's driving me nuts. Well I'll stop my b*$@(%^!# and go to bed now and my bags are packed just in case.