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It's another 3 week wait until my u/s. I tried but the midwife said it was too early and she needed a reason to do it. I was upset because K was there and with his new job it was the last time he was able to go. So I asked my mom to go with me on the 19th. The appointment was good my blood pressure was low and my total weight gain is exactly zero. I did have a little protein in my urine but as long as it's gone next time they said it would be okay. I was waiting to update because I did get some bad news after the appointment and wanted to find out more before I told you guys what was up. I had to take my glucose test early because of my family history. It came back elevated. So I had to go back for a three hour and I just got my test results back earlier today. I am officially diagnosed gestational diabetic. This is why I've been feeling this way. So tired and crappy all the time. And also the reason why I am now 100% postitive I will be having another c-section. (AAhhhhh) Anyways about an hour after the test I nearly passed out and I knew that wasn't good. But I knew it could happen because last time with Koco I was borderline and PCOS has a higher risk of it too. So I go back tomorrow for a class with a nutritionist and then I start my diet. I'm a little dissapointed in myself but only I can make it better. So I start the diet and then I go back for another test in a month. If the diet is working then all is well and I just keep it up until I have the baby. If I'm elevated then too then I'm not sure what we'll do, although considering what my sister went through I do have an idea. I'm going to go work on my pie because I know apple pie ala mode with be off limits after tomorrow. I'll let you know how it goes.