Happy Birthday dear Koco!

Ok so we went to church today followed by a short visit at G and G's where Koco got some new golf clubs that he apparently has had his eye on. We then went to daddy's softball game and then to dinner. Here's what happened at dinner: (I apologize the pics aren't very good)

Koco had lemonade one of his faves!

This is our Texas Rose after we demolished it. For those who don't

know a Texas Rose is along the same lines of a bloomin

onion only better! Koco actually loves them but hates

onion rings.

Daddy had prime rib and Koco had grilled chix with french fries.

Aren't they so cute in their matching shirts.

I really wish you guys could see this one better this was Koco first reaction to

having Happy birthday sung to him. We thought he'd be scared

but he proved us wrong and made mommy cry.

I mean he's sweeter than the ice cream!

He loved his dessert and even shared.

I believe these two are self explanitory

He liked the dessert so much he tried to take some home with his

sandwich. Silly boy.

Bye the time we got out of the parking lot he was out he had a long hard day.

Happy Birthday Big Boy! Mommy and Daddy love you!

The only person who wasn't happy was KK he wishes mommy would start

him on some solids already!

Here they are!!!

Ok so I went back to work and things have gotten really busy with my other site too(on my space) so here's the good stuff for ya all, Enjoy!!!

Leave me alone Nikki!!!!! I'm working on it and going back to work!

Insomniac!!!

Help I can't sleep, maybe if I took my meds I could calm down a little. Most of you don't know that I hap PPD with my son so in order to stop that from happening this time I took meds from KK's birth. I haven't been keeping up with them though as I forget to take care of myself. Now I've been having panic attacks and memory lapses but the worst is the insomnia. But I'm too afraid to take anything for that bc I'm afraid I won't wake up for the baby. Hopefully soon I get myseld straightened out. I would love to get some sleep. But on the plus side my house is looking pretty clean, I'm keeping up with paying the bills on time, and I'm taking care of the kids. I think I need to have somebody take them soon so that I can get some rest and get myself back on a schedule. I have to return to work on Wed and I'm not looking forward to getting up at 6:30 but then I don't have to get the kid's dressed and I could pack their bag the night before but who knows what time they will go to bed for me. AAAAAh! I never had to do this with Koco because I didn't go back to work with him until August. I don't feel like I've had enough time with KK. Speaking of not sleeping I went out the other night with Nikki and the girls, it was her first time since she had Nick. I know she had fun but I was too tired, hungry, and bored to enjoy myself. I'm turning into too much of a mom. Well I had better go try to sleep again Koco and KK will be up in about 3 hours and I've got to make sure K gets off to work.

Two year check up!

Koco will be going for his annual check up in a couple of weeks. And I have my list ready. I'm worried somtimes that I'm doing things right or that he's behind. But as much as other's don't believe me, he can do it. He's a genius sometimes, the things that he know and can do. But it is the talking that worries me. Right now he can say:
Ball
Juice
uh-oh
oooh
owww
go
stop
Dada
Daddy (that's me by the way)
Brother
Brother love
What's that?
See it
Sit
shoe
sock
shirt
s&it
f*ck (bad mommy, how did he learn that)
Dog
He says a lot of other things that I don't quite understand but other times he'll say something just once and you've got to catch it or he'll never say it again. Like:
What are you doing?
Your silly
It seems everyday there's something new I know I'm forgetting some words he can say but I know this list is far from the 60 words they say he should be able to say. It's not that I think there is really something wrong although other people do I just think I need to be taught how to work with him more. There's nothing wrong with his hearing I think he's just head strong. It could be because my husband and I are both the same way. We're all three Tauruses. But it breaks my heart when other people tell me there's something wrong, I know my son and I'm not in denial. He was behind in certain areas all his life. Such as walking, the Dr said by 15 months we should worry so we waited and worked with him. He finally did it like the day before his 15 month check-up and then that was it he never stopped. He just needs to be worked with I think and then he'll catch up in no time.